everything is so wrong but i feel so at peace with myself
april 16, 2011
october 26, 2011
november 24, 2011
december 3, 2011
april 24, 2012
september 9, 2012
this may be the stupidest thing i’ve ever done
and people will be coming to kill me but
i cannot function otherwise.
i am terrible at going by the book and it has gotten me where i am today. not very far, i know, but i am all the more human for it, i think.
i may truly be bipolar
no advice anyone has given me has helped… instead, i have found that a combination of beyonce and chores has calmed me into rationality (or, halfway there), of all things
just kidding i look like absolute shit after i cry.
my eyes are almost swollen shut and it hurts to blink or move them around.
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.